Today got back my physics paper got like 30/40 good lar but still can do better and worst my history got like 10 and half /30 FAILED lah damn emo cried in school and at home then told my mom about this then she just said put more effort next time then today offended sherrill by calling her "this type of women" but my deffination was like she got study or else she would not done so well for history but i wanted to say that usually i got better than her and i got study quite hard then i was quite upset an dissapointed with MYSELF please sherrill forgive me k i really wish you could see my heart that i am sorry then today clara said that i talk bad about her then some one told her that that some one is unknown but it will be better if i did not know it will only hurt myself today spring accuse me of scolding he the fish word but i did not *crossing heart* but spring failed to believe me but still i will try to forget about it >now i need to try my best to forget the fact that i failed history and today told jessica about my history then was heard by sarah then she ask what happen cannot be bothered to repeat so did not say about it .A few days ago on the phone clara said she will pair up with me for the science mini project then today she go find spring say she go partner spring instead of me kinda hurt me .Feelin sad but what can i do it is her right to group with any one she want then today i ask her to when she wanna stay back for the project she say she partnering spring then i remind her that on the phone she said she will partner me that time she said she don know lar kinda hurt me .Since she could not keep her promise of grouping with me she ,she should not have even promise to partner me so i can go find other group but now it is all too late ,way too late sorry SHERRILL SORRY SORRY SORRY btw faithian good luck on practicing "NOBODY".(: I am depress but what can i do ,i agree i was wilful ,insensitive to people feeling ,dumb on the fact that that i hurt you ,stubborn last but not least my straight forward-ness that hurt you.Is jesus carrying me now??? I am losing faith and my faith is shaking .Save my wavering / shaky faith lord.